Summer Series of Saves: free-range reading

Buy this book, please.

What do the middle years of teaching look like, because I am in the thick of it now? Do they come with a mix, much like the middle of a marriage or middle of life, where we know just enough to feel competent, still open to new ideas, and enough doubt to gnaw at our knowledge?

Last week my new district offered two full days of new hire training. The training sessions offered overviews of their pillars, including a brief introduction to the IT department, ELL, ELA, and their prescriptive reading program, IRLA, or Independent Reading Level Assessment developed by the American Reading Company.  I am looking forward to helping students become stronger readers with this program, and will sort out some confusion as I move through it with students. Kelly Gallagher’s Readacide was recommended during this session, and immediately I thought of how Gallagher might push back on the notion his work would be used in a prescribed context.

I know one of my new colleagues levels her classroom library, too, and it was suggested by a leader that I might want to do the same, and I thought about it, and this is where that muddy middle-years teacher speaks up: no, I don’t think so. But what would be the harm?

Fountas and Pinnell were my gurus when I began teaching, as Nancie Atwood (especially The Reading Zone) and Kylene Beers and Bob Probst have shaped my reading instruction tremendously.

But one thing I don’t want to do is create a culture where students only choose books “at their level.” What does that even really mean?!

In an article by Kiera Parrot, Thinking Outside the Bin: Why labeling books by reading level disempowers young readers, she quotes the amazing Pernille Ripp:

Research says that students should spend most of their time in ‘just right’ or ‘at their level’ books, but that research does not say to limit students and what they would like to read,” says Pernille Ripp, creator of the Global Read Aloud and author of Passionate Learners: How to Engage and Empower Your Students (Routledge, 2015).

And my other reading hero, Donalyn Miller:

Donalyn Miller, author of Reading in the Wild: The Book Whisperer’s Keys to Cultivating Lifelong Reading Habits (Jossey-Bass, 2013), has called leveling “educational malpractice.” Schools have gone too far, she believes. “There is a lack of fundamental understanding by many educators about the limitations of leveling systems and their role in children’s reading development,” she says. “Matching children with books solely by reading level removes the teacher’s responsibility for knowing much about children’s literature or teaching children meaningful strategies for self-selecting books beyond level.”

When I’m in my book club, no one ever, not once, asks me what my reading level is.

In a 2012 article for Reading.org, “Guided Reading: the Romance and the Reality”, Fountas and Pinnell cautioned that they “never recommended that the school library or classroom libraries be leveled or that levels be reported to parents.” Using leveled texts in classrooms following the “A to Z” matrix, Lexile, or other systems, however, seems to contradict this advice, as educators report that more schools are leveling, with some districts mandating it. Teachers often discuss individual reading levels with their students, and some let students know one another levels.

I am coming to the point, promise.

Last night, in a short time, I read Wishtree by Katherine Applegate. It is far below my “reading level” and I suspect many of my middle school students’, too. The book is illustrated, and on a text complexity chart would not rank as very complex.

But that is incredibly deceptive.

Wishtree is what I wish The Giving Tree was–a beautiful story about friendship, family, longevity, and bravery. And if someone told me it was “too low” for me to read I would be indeed, disempowered. I don’t want to put a number on my personal classroom library books: I want the texts to draw students in and have them count on their own intuition, thin-slicing, and desire to read a book. If it’s too challenging (Black Diamond slope, as Lucy Calkins would say) then there is no shame in putting it down for the time being and moving on. The reading instructional time is devoted to creating readers with a rich reading life: explicit skills and strategies, with the desire to find things and curiosity that speaks to their lives.

So: I will keep asking — please contribute to my classroom library of mirrors and windows for students. A reading life isn’t built on levels alone, but the view when we can see all around us.

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Tell your story.

Yesterday in one sitting I read Inside Out & Back Again by Thanhha Lai: it’s a short verse novel, so saying I finished it quickly is a silly boast. The story, light in words but heavy with my response and reaction. This is a beautiful story.

For the first time in my teaching life, my new district has a prescripted curriculum. There are four modules and four novels, and though one of them is not my choice (Unbroken by Laura Hildebrand) I know I’ll jump in and give every novel my best. There is so much to dig through here, and I’m thrilled it’s the first novel we begin with: culture, fear, family, longing, sorrow, joy, bigotry, and kindness of such a magnitude it brought me to tears (when you read it you’ll know what part.)

I will share Kimberly Yam’s story and any others that my friends and family want to offer. I will share my own story of being new, confused and trying to fit in as quickly as possible. But mostly I will ask students to share. What an amazing beginning.

And I have another book to read/movie to see:

Summer Series of Saves: Discuss, please

Twitter, well, Twitter is a lot of things but it does provide some great discussion/debate threads if you’re patient to find the gems.

Here are five threads that gave me some ideas for discussion questions:

What causes poverty: moral failures or society’s failures? (*remember, in strong argumentative reasoning there is always the third rail)

Why don’t more girls sign up for computer or technology classes? 

Is talking and learning about controversial topics more or less important than not causing conflict in school?

What is going on here?

Is it possible to stop gun violence?

 

Student Writing: Blogs

This post is a bit specific, written for a colleague: if none of this helps you, swipe on by.

The question is how to start student blogging and grading with an LMS like Canvas.

There are a few paths to take, and of course, if your district allows Google products, things like Blogger, etc. are easy. However, Blogger can be a bit risky for students, and I had a lot of trouble with it with my district’s firewalls, etc. For over ten years, my greatest success came with Edublogger. Before a district contact left the district, he was asking me about it, but unfortunately, my recommendation left with him.

Here’s what I love about Edublog:

  • You can set up a ProAccount for a very low yearly cost.
  • You can have students create their own blogs you can supervise and manage. That gets a bit advanced, and I would try it at the start:
    • Set up an Edublog site for all students, (and go through the Gmail process if students don’t have email addresses) (Edublog’s support is unparalleled)
    • Important: make sure students do not use their real names but come up with an avatar name. You will be able to see your users
  • In Canvas, set up an assignment that requires the students to either a. put in a URL or b. a Text file and they’ll past the URL DIRECTLY TO THEIR POST. Yes, ALL CAPS because this is important: when you have 150 students writing blog posts it’s is up to them to direct you to their post.
    • Canvas assignments will allow you to provide a rubric to a post, give it a score, etc. This is a 21st Century technology standard. Have students learn how to import media, YouTube, embed HTML code, tag, and add the proper categories.

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Canvas has great discussion capabilities, but it doesn’t have a blogging option.

4. ALSO IMPORTANT: give them author status so you don’t have to approve of every post. You are still the administrator and can delete or edit any post a student writes.

5. You can change the privacy settings in Edublogs so only students and parents can see what’s posts.

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This is the site I’ve used in the past and will continue next year (back to ELA/SS! YAY!) http://readingroadtrip.edublogs.org/

If you want to try to join my site as an author to see what it looks like from the students’ point of view, here is a link: https://edublogs.org/?join-invite-code=153925-testcode

I’ve had students post on class blogs, writing club blogs, etc. You may have noticed I use WordPress for my personal teaching blog, and no longer Edublogs. The reasons are simple: it’s my professional work and I may choose to monetize it.

Students’ voice and choice are critical to their engagement and growth. There are few things more powerful than a student who chooses to write and share his thinking.

 

Summer Series of Saves: It’s not just you.

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I am concerned about my #ProjectLIT project stalling out. I need these books. Don’t want: need. They aren’t some glib luxury for my incoming 8th students, they are a lifeline.

These books pulled me out of my own fractured, terrible attention span thinking. They brought back mental stamina– what my students lack, and desperately need if they’re going to move through high school with courage. Eighth grade is the worst of years, and it’s the best of years. Someday I’d love to teach Freshmen, but until a high school English team wants me, too, I am honored to continue to teach 8th-grade humans.

Why do we become fractured in our thinking? I am sure I can dig up the brain research about our current political and social climate combined with our devices, and the impact it has on our abilities to be in our own heads and dive deep into another’s narrative. But right now I have eleven tabs open, things on the to-do list, and a humble request: please help my students.

Anyway: please consider donating $5 to $10 for my students to get their hands on great books, books that reflect who they are, not what we think they should be. 

School Shopping.

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Is Teachers Pay Teachers “bad?” And why do I have an image of my #ProjectLIT progress? I’ll pull it all together, promise.

Yes, sometimes it is. It can be the junk food, candy display at the check-out counter, along with the pulp magazines and other impulse buys. Worksheets=bad. (Even when students beg for them: that’s a good sign you’re actually teaching.) Teaching authentically, making fresh, home-made lessons every day is tough; we can’t even write down all that we do because we’re busy doing it.

There was a time in your life when you had friends, enough time to read a book, and energy enough to stay awake past 7: 30 p.m. That time is not fall. In fall, we uncover the work of the rest of the year, we discover and ask questions we have little hope of answering.

Rademacher, Tom. It Won’t Be Easy: An Exceedingly Honest (and Slightly Unprofessional) Love Letter to Teaching (Kindle Locations 887-890). University of Minnesota Press. Kindle Edition.

Over the course of the summer, I’ve spent upwards of $700-$800 on teaching books, supplies, classroom necessities, trying to fund my ProjectLIT books for students,  buying at least one copy for myself of each of the books, etc. I spent almost $40 on To Kill A Mockingbird resources from Laura Randazzo on TpT.

Why? Why would I sully my teaching reputation by buying (*ew*) resources off of Teachers Pay Teachers?

Well, Laura Randazzo has pretty great stuff. And I’m out of time. I take her resources as just that: resources. I look them over, tweak them as needed to supplement my own. This is the first year I will be required to teach a prescripted curriculum. I have four modules with accompanying novels. To Kill A Mockingbird is one of them. I loved it as an adolescent, but also see that it has many issues I am very much looking forward to discussing with my 8th-grade students. Oh, and did I mention I’m going to a new district, new school, and new culture? I’m thinking about how to best navigate those conditions, too. Knowing who I am there is no way I will not be as prepared as possible, leaving room for the unknowns that will inevitably come up.

In order to best use my professional time so I can have the energy and will to do my best with this novel for students, I now have time to free up and look into #disruptingtexts 

This. Is. Really. Important.

Let me repeat: I now have the time and energy to delve deeper into what’s important:

Atticus has been and continues to be problematic and so many white people don’t want to admit it. His advocacy has limits. He’s not willing to question the very system that has allowed Tom to end up in this racist situation. In the face of pure racism and bigotry he doesn’t see the need to publicly disrupt the legal system. Yes, he defends Tom. Yes he questions Mayella. No, he doesn’t go beyond that. He doesn’t protest. He doesn’t say he’s going to take on the court system. He doesn’t say he’s going to make structural changes so this stops happening. He doesn’t use his privilege to bring about change. He lets Tom die. He is a part of the very system that let Tom die. I was encouraged by how many white folks in our chat mentioned it, though, so there’s hope in progress.

But there are many problematic and downright unethical sides to some materials posted on TpT: one of my favorite PLN colleagues, Cheryl Mizerny, had this happen to her: 

That is way not cool.

If you are a careful consumer, you can use TpT to your advantage as a resource, just as many of us use Twitter, Facebook groups, and teacher blogs as resources. Blaming TpT wholesale does a disservice; being nuanced about issues helps. Consider the bigger conversation about how we pull all of our resources together, how we can create our own curated content/playlists to better serve and support one another. Shaming teachers doesn’t work any better than shaming students.

I am getting stingy in my old age. I am trying to be careful about how I spend my professional money and time. If you want something from me, I’m here for you. But I’m not going to be lectured about my own time and money on what resources I find valuable. And which ones I don’t.

For what it’s worth, here are the teacher books I read recently:

These are amazing. Helpful. And I will definitely be using many of the ideas from these as resources.

I wish I had written this, but I am a woman, and probably couldn’t get away with all the cussing: (I am still pondering the question if women teachers can be funny, too.)

One of the most practical, well-written books I’ve had the pleasure of reading in a long time. Since I am required to teach whole-class novels, this is my just-in-time save:

Another godsend by Kelly Gallagher and Penny Kittle:

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And my big question to students this year will be about how lying affects us:

Oh, last thought: please do not think for one minute I am not conflicted about asking for DonorsChoose donations. Jeff Bezos gets richer. My friends and family roll their eyes at me. Everyone is charity-fatigued. I get it. I really do. But dangit, I really want to have ten copies of Dread Nation to teach to my 8th grade ELA/SS students! I mean REALLY!? Civil War…Zombies…Girl Hero Who KICKS IT! Friendship! Just buy my students a book or two.

The Writer’s Retreat

 

IMG_4070Deliciously, when many teachers around the nation are going back to school, this is sweet revenge for those of us who do not return until the last week of August. We may have had to slog it out through late June, but dang we are sure happy in July and August. I have a lot to do, that’s for sure, to get my new room set up, continue to beg for DonorsChoose donations for #ProjectLIT, and mentally prepare myself for the year as best I can.

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However, I’ve been so obsessed with TEACHER TEACHING that I forgot that I am also a person who had an identity and spirit before this all-consuming profession.

IMG_4035This week, I told my grown sons and husband that since I couldn’t afford to go anywhere, I was going to give myself a “writer’s retreat” at home– the dining room has long been overrun by an old dog, a table, and all my stuff. It faces the southerly window with a view of red camellia and a very tall pine tree we started as a sapling. This entire vignette is brought to me by luck. Luck, privilege, hard work, time, thinking, planting, waiting, and loss. And growth again.

What am I doing during my writer’s retreat? My personal play-fort of creative fun? Well, I’ve asked the gentlemen in my home to ignore me, and by and large, they are always respectful of my time and work. Any mental energy I afford them stems from my own doing: they are not the high-maintenance ones in this scenario. My husband and I have built a family culture that allows for creative pursuits: music, language, art, writing, and photography. We are all dilettantes, however, and I hope that each of us can break out of amateur mode.

My plan includes:

The process:

  • Setting a timer to chime every 50 minutes. I’ll get up, stretch, make a snack, drink water, pet the dogs, pull a patch of weeds, etc.
  • Cleaning up Scrivener and trying Omni Writer
  • Ignoring Facebook and Twitter (already failed a few times this morning)
  • Plan for my writing life with intentionality–and it must extend beyond August. And I need to let go of any thoughts of NaNoWriteMo: it ain’t going to happen and puts this weird pressure that kills writing joy. Nothing against the concept: I just need to kill it.
  • Ignore the insanity that is our nation now. Is that privilege? Yes. Do I feel guilty? Yes. Not sure how I conflated keeping track of the news with actually doing something. The only way I can mitigate this guilt is by creating something in its place.

The products:

  • Three short stories
  • Outline of a novel
  • Poetry
  • One ghost story
  • Drafting an outline for a project suggested by my friend John Spencer
  • Write blog posts
  • Perhaps…publish one post on Medium?
  • Collect an anthology of works previously written

Writing has been challenging the past two years. I used to write all the time, and not just on this blog. I modeled my writing life for students, and consider myself to be an excellent writing teacher. (Although: had a need to look through my National Boards information and that was one area I scored low on: not sure how I feel about that. I can only imagine what our students feel.) What is happening to me is beyond procrastination–it’s trauma. Scenes or dialog from the past two years of teaching pop in my head randomly, and throw a range of pebbles to boulders in my emotional serenity well. (I just had my Tarot Cards read, and yeah…pebbles indeed. Time to buy a singing bowl and recenter.)

I do need to leach out the trauma. Some people in power did some pretty awful things. I’ll make the list and keep it folded up. As my friend Sharon said, when we revisit bad memories we grow more dendrites in our brains that carve out thick, worn paths to that bad memory, and it gets easier to stay trapped in it. Perhaps I am struggling to give up the bad stuff because it feels like forgetting is forgiveness. That there is no cost or justice.

But that’s what writing is for. Perhaps folks who don’t consider themselves writers don’t fully connect with this: my dendrites write my narrative. I can funnel that energy into a story. The characters may or may not recognize themselves, (shrug) but that is where the true power and magic lives: I have a voice. A pen. And a blank sheet of paper. And there’s no stopping or censoring the power of a story.

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Summer Series of Saves: The Weight of Lies

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Anger is being doused on children, too. From the New York Times, The Children at the Trump Rallies: “In those final weeks, I remember being heartbroken that children were exposed to this anger, were learning from it and participating in it. I knew those parents loved their children just as I do mine, and that common bond was my reminder of their humanity and my own. I was searching for a way to connect in an environment that felt so toxic and violently polarized.”

My burning question: What does living with constant, unrelenting lies do to the human brain/learner?

John Brennan’s tweet made me consider this from an educator’s point of view.

Take away the incredulous, dangerous propaganda machine this current administration is, and any political leanings, it is well documented that he is a liar. And while I am not capable of diagnosing his narcissistic, pathological and malignant personality traits, I can objectively do some research into how lies affect students.

The current president of the U.S. is a liar.

On Thursday, the Washington Post published a remarkable story on its front page revealing a recent spike in the number of “false and misleading claims” made by President Trump. In his first year as President, Trump made 2,140 false claims, according to the Post. In just the last six months, he has nearly doubled that total to 4,229. In June and July, he averaged sixteen false claims a day. On July 5th, the Post found what appears to be Trump’s most untruthful day yet: seventy-six percent of the ninety-eight factual assertions he made in a campaign-style rally in Great Falls, Montana, were “false, misleading or unsupported by evidence.” Trump’s rallies have become the signature events of his Presidency, and it is there that the President most often plays fast and loose with the facts, in service to his political priorities and to telling his fervent supporters what they want and expect to hear from him. At another rally this week, in Tampa, Trump made thirty-five false and misleading claims, on subjects ranging from trade with China to the size of his tax cut.

And though I am not entirely sure why this particular lie triggered me. Perhaps it’s because I like the Queen. My biased opinion. But she is a woman in her 90s who’s seen some stuff, fought Nazis, and likes dogs. And there is part of me who still believes in decorum and protocols.And one does not keep the Queen waiting.

Instead of simply not commenting on his mistake, Trump’s manic compulsion is incapable of having any story or misstep make him out to be wrong.

 

Trump claims Queen Elizabeth kept him waiting

The president’s visit to Britain was broadcast live, including footage of the queen waiting for him for 12 minutes.

U.S. President Donald Trump told supporters that Queen Elizabeth II kept him waiting during his first official visit to the United Kingdom, blaming the media for reporting he’d been the one who was late for their meeting.

Speaking at a rally in Pennsylvania on Thursday, Trump claimed he had actually arrived 15 minutes early for his meeting with the “incredible” queen, slamming the “fake, fake, disgusting news” media reports that noted he had been the one who was late.

From Psychology Today:

The moral of the story, if I may use that term, is that when people in positions of power lie, you not only become disaffected with them, but you become disaffected with the institutions they represent. Each time this happens, your identity and well-being takes a new hit. Identification with our jobs and our government are crucial to our self-concepts.  As we lose faith in them, we lose faith in ourselves.

Susan Krauss Whitbourne Ph.D. writes:

The underlying model that Griffith and her team tested bears strong connections to the way that people feel about their political leaders. The leader-member exchange (LMX) model proposes that, as the name implies, the quality of the relationships between members and leaders works in two directions. The more that members feel connected to their leaders, the better the system works.  Members feel better about their leaders when they see them as ethical, honest, good at interpersonal relationships, consistent, and fair. If members and leaders don’t have mutual respect and trust, the workers will ultimately be turned off from feeling committed both to their leaders and their organizations.

Her list continues:

  1. Find someone you can admire. OK, so this person let you down. The LMX model says that respect is a key part of your ability to identify with your superiors. You’ll feel better and become more productive in life if you can find someone else to latch onto whose integrity is without question.
  2. Look for people who make you feel good. Positive affect (“feeling good”) is a second dimension of the LMX model. Hanging around people who broke their vows to you can only build resentment. The liar may be someone you can’t avoid, but don’t let that person make you feel miserable. Seek out people you not only admire but who you actually like.
  3. Give your trust to those who will actually defend you. The Griffith et al. study showed that employees who are lied to lose their sense of trust. A good supervisor, politician, friend, and lover inspire your loyalty. Minimize your dealings with the dishonest ones because when push comes to shove, they’ll put their interests over yours.
  4. Seek out those you respect. We want to work harder for people who we believe are competent, knowledgeable, and professional. You maximize your own productivity and success when you have faith that your leaders know what they’re doing.

You see the problem, right? What if a political leader has captured and brainwashed followers to the point they are incapable of not only detecting lies but wallowing and savoring the lies? Their own identities are fraught with self-deception and self-loathing?

“People create the reality they need in order to discover themselves”
― Ernest BeckerThe Denial of Death

Definition of solipsism

a theory holding that the self can know nothing but its own modifications and that the self is the only existent thing; also extreme egocentrism

Before I fall into despair, time to pivot back to my original question: there is no doubt that living with a political leader who constantly lies is going to do some to a lot of damage to our nation’s psyche.

I’ll use Krauss Whitbourne’s guide and shape one of my own for the classroom:

  1. Self-respect: Understand what self-respect means in your life. Then, look to others who value you, and share a mutual respect.
  2. Reciprocal: Look for people who lift you up, and never ask a cost to be their friend or leader.
  3. Trust Yourself: Trust those who support you and your family, with deeds and not just words. Do not be afraid to disengage from a relationship that is not living up to your beliefs.
  4. Stay or Walk Away: Recognize those you respect, and gauge your alignment with your own beliefs and values.

 

I can’t do much for those children whose parents have decided to be hateful, explore and grow their racism and align themselves with Trump. I am struggling with this, and I think if many of us were honest we would have a hard conversation about this. I am conflicted: the bond between parent and child is one I hold sacred, and while children are being sexually assaulted, harmed beyond repair emotionally and physically, I am wondering how we will begin to heal and move forward from one of the most shameful moments in our history. It’s one of the most because we know better. We should have learned. The majority of us saw it coming but had no plan on how to stop it.

I am struggling with finding empathy for Trump followers’ children. Rather, struggling to find a way to the path to forgiving the parents.

When they realize they’ve been lied to and digging in will result in further humiliation, it’s going to be disastrous. Trump is incapable of saying he’s wrong, and since they identify with him they will be, too.

But we are doing better at exposing lies, helping students become critical thinkers, and even if it’s painful and causes Richter-scale brain spasms of cognitive dissonance, we educators must keep pressing forward, objectively and with clarity.

From Should Teachers Talk Trump in Class by Ruben Brosbe:

Ultimately though, treating politics and other controversial topics as taboo does a disservice to kids and to our future democracy. But facilitating these conversations isn’t easy. “Schools need to model and facilitate those discussions but there aren’t any hard and fast rules,” Dr. Levinson said. Teaching young people to engage in, rather than avoid, critical conversations may be a way schools can truly navigate today’s polarized national ecosystem.

Please share your thoughts and ideas.