Well.
Not great.
Collecting every positive quote about independence, strength, courage to be myself, know I’m who I say I am, yadda yadda yadda, but seriously, I sense a profound shift in my relationship connections with others of my species. I wonder…is this trauma?
And I’m thinking the only remedy is some kind of further homeopathic response: fight this isolation with further isolation, that somehow by allowing myself time and space to forcibly evict some of the harmful thoughts and events.
Just a garbage post to remind myself I can do better, it will be better, and it’s going to be okay.
Not garbage. Just reality talking. Keeping yourself from being too much in your own head space.
When someone continues to poke, just counting the days until I can dislodge from the toxicity.